Muqaddar bhi kitni be reham ho sakti hai.....

 So deeply pained to learn about the tragedy of Harish Rana, who has been in a vegetative state, since past 13 years.

Hon'ble Supreme Court has granted him, relief from this hellish existence.

These lines are a reflection of my sentiment at the moment :

Muqaddar bhi kitni be reham ho sakti hai,

Iska andaaz ab tak nahi tha.

Ek haadse' ne' kisi jawan ki zindagi maut se' bhi khaufnak kar di,

Iska kisi ko ahsaas nahi tha.

Naa jaane'' uss waqt yeh kya kya khwab dekh raha tha,.

Iska anumaan kisi ko nahi tha

Uske' aziz bhi kya kya umeedein lagaye' baithe' the',

Iska andaaz shayad muqaddar ko bhi nahi tha.

Ek a ek unn sabki zindagi mein woh tabahi aa gayi,

Jiska andaaz shayad uss Parvar Digar ko bhi nahi tha.

Woh jee zaroor raha tha,

Magar usko iss jahan ke' baare' koi ahsaas nahi tha.

Saansein (breaths) zaroor chal rahi thi,

Magar usko apne' azizon se' bhi koi pehchan nahi tha.

13 saalon mein ek ek pal jaise' koi bad dua thi,

Yeh sach usko bhi samajh nahi tha.

Uske' aziz har pal kisi ajoobe' ki umeed karte' karte' hi guzarte' honge',

Kya iss baat ka ahsaas unn sabke" muqaddar ko nahi tha?

Ab shayad kuch hi dino (days) mein woh iss jahan ko alvida kar jaayega,

Shayad, kisi suhane' safar mein humesha humesha chala jaayega,.

Aise' safar ke' raaston ke' baare' kisi ko bhi pata kabhi bhi nahi tha.

Har waqt, har pal.....

Har waqt, har pal fikar aur pareshani ka silsila chalta hi rehta hai,

Zindagi ke' iss safar mein unka saath banaa hi rehta hai.

Kuch pal magar yoon bhi mil hi jaate' hain,

Jahan fikar aur pareshani ka koi asar nahi hota hai.

Dilon mein josh, zehen mein mauj masti,

Humein jaise kisi jannat ki taraf le' jaata hai.

Shikve' gile' bhi kitne' chhote' lagne' lagte' hain,

Jab rangon ka asar hum sabke' zehen mein bhi aa jaata hai.

Bhang aur beer ki bhi kya baat hai,

Jaise' nashe' mein bhi holi ka mahaul aa gaya hai.

Besabri se' ab intezaar hai kal ke' holi milan ka,

Misaal kya dooon ab, yeh toh saare' jahan mein bemisaal hai .

HAPPY HOLI !!!!!

Mushkil mein padd gaya hoon....

 Elections were taking place, at our Club.

i was caught in a storm, as both sides, contesting these elections were so close to me, and both were wooing me for my vote

These lines explained my predicament :

Mushkil mein padd gaya hoon,

Kis taraf nazar ghumaoon?

Iss taraf ek aziz hai toh uss taraf koi chahat e kaabil hai,

Ab kisko apna deedar e yaar banaoon?

Aziz mere dil mein chupa hai aur woh kabil e chahat mere zehen mein,

Ab kise dil ya zehen se rukhsat karoon?

Iss waqt ajeeb kashmaksh se jung kar raha hoon,

Kisko apni nazar e inayat se' baksh doon?

Yeh toh sirf koi awam e faisla (public decision) hai,

Magar ise' elan e jung kyon kabool karoon?

Kho gaye' hain aaj kuch beete' hue' yaadon mein...

Kho gaye' hain aaj kuch beete' hue' yaadon mein,

Jinhe' bhula chuke' the' kabhi ke',

Unn haseen khayalon mein.

Naa jaane' kahaan se' woh lamhe' taaza ho gaye',

Aur phir kho gaye' hum unn suhaani sichon (thoughts) mein.

Zindagi ki yeh kashti toh chalte' chalte' kitni dooor nikal gayi,

Aur behte' hi gayi inn lehron mein.

Hum ruk kar peeche' dekhne' lage' hi the',

Ke' achanak yeh kashti tez ho gayi inn lehron mein.

Sach, zindagi toh chalte' hi rehne' ka doosra naam hai,

Magar dil o dimag kabhi kabhi humein le' hi jaate' hain,

Unn beete' hue' aashiyanon mein.

Iss thand ke' mausam mein...

Iss thand ke' mausam mein,

Do ghoont ki talash hai.

Jo jism aur dil ko sukoon de',

Uss dawa ki talash hai.

Ghoont toh naa jaane' kitne' mil chuke' hain,

Pee kar jise' naa jaane' kya kya gul humne' khilaye' hain.

Aaj toh jee kuch alagh hi hai,

Uss alagh ghoont ki ab talash hai.

Kehte' hue' jee shayad sharma raha hai,

Kuch besharmi ki ab talash hai.

Aur jiss jaam ko pee kar sharm bhi humse' sharma jaaye',

Uss lajawab ghoont ki aaj talash hai.

Shayad himmat chahiye' yeh sab dil -e- izhaar karne' ki,

Ab toh uss himmat ki bhi talash hai.

Humare' fazaiya (Air Force) ke' ek jaanbaaz ne....

 Dedicated to late Wing Commander Syal :

Humare' fazaiya (Air Force) ke' ek jaanbaaz ne',

Farz nibhate' nibhate' apni jaan ki qurbani de' di.

Woh koi mauka e jung nahi tha,

Phir bhi taqdeer ne' uski zindagi berehmi se' khatam kar di.

Aasman mein kai jahaaz ura kar (fly) zabardast kabiliyat dikhai,

Uss waqt bhi apne' josh aur kabiliyat ki alagh hi misaal kaayam kar daali.

Magar taqdeer ko kuch aur hi manzoor tha,

Kuch hi palon mein ussne' iss jahaan ko alvida keh daali.

Woh mera koi nahi tha,

Phir bhi mayoosi mere' dil o dimag mein aakar bass gayi.

Suna tha humne' bhi ke' taqdeer ke' saamne' kisi ki nahi chalti,

Yeh haqiqat ab phir hum sabke' saamne' aa gayi.

Dil o dimag mein yeh gehre' zakhm shayad kuch saal mein bharr jaayeinge',

Magar kaash, yeh sukoon uss jaanbaaz ke' azizon ke' liye' bhi sach hoti.

Humare' fiza ke jaanbazon ko.....

Dedicate this composition of mine, to Sekhon IAF Marathon held on the 2nd November:

Humare' fiza ke jaanbazon ko (Air warriors) ko apna salaam pesh karte' chale',

Aaj hum apne' josh ko ek naya anjaam de' baithe'.

Din toh tha bahut araam ka,

Magar aaj toh jaise' uss araam ko hum haraam samajh baithe'.

Aaj iss daurh (run) mein,

Alagh alagh umar waale' shaamil ho baithe'.

Aaj toh mauka -e-daurh toh zaroor tha,

Magar hum toh jaise' aaj kisi mehfil mein shaamil ho baithe'.

Fiza ke' unn jaanbazon ko apne' dilon ka salaam pesh karte' karte',

Hum sab aaj jeene' ka naya andaaz seekh baithe'.