Unka saath kabhi chchut gaya tha

This composition is with reference to an unpleasant incident in my career some years back. Two of my colleagues lost their jobs due to questionable circumstances , but today are doing very well in their respective businesses::

Unka saath kabhi chchut gaya tha,
Main kitna majboor tha.

Kuch ranjishein kaam kar gayi iss judai mein,
Main kitna majboor tha.

Unki nazrein mujhe' dhikkar rahi thi,
Meri maddat ko pukar rahi thi,
Aur main sirf majboor tha.

Nafrat aati hai mujhe' apni iss majboori par,
Kyon nahi zor lagaya apni zameer par,
Kyon main itna majboor tha?

Shayad kudrat ko yahi manzoor tha,
Unki behetari ka safar tayyar tha,
kai oonche' manzilein unki raah dekh rahi thi,
Isi liye' shayad tab main itna majboor tha.